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silence is golden,and everyone loves heryet it disillusions you intoa world of mirrors.Nobody likes to hear other people's opinion, to us flawed humans, all we want to know is about us and i can tell you something. Only those who are truly enlightened and morally guilty of lying would disagree. Nobody likes the ugly Truth they want the beautiful pictures painted by a ready-to-please mask. So to those who prefer those white lies as you will call them please kindly ignore this and click on the x over there.
Let's be truthful shall we? The best ways to have friends is to agree with them, all the time, coz everyone thinks of the idiom,''birds of a feather" flock together. Besides, whenever you want to voice out your words, you'll be hushed up by your so called friends. In this world of reality, its all is about the competition, everyone out there is trying to compete with one another. You're talking about 6-7 people trying to shine and let others be awed and impressed.Most importantly , you want them to be jealous. Sure you can lie to yourself , you are a nice person, you don't do that , you always think about others (Christine I'm not talking about you) But YOU SURE AS HELL DID IT AT LEAST ONCE IN A FUCKING LIFE TIME. what are you, the saint? Haven't you wished that 'oh god can she just stop complaining about her life, coz mine's worst' to yourself. See, you even want to compete with people about how idiotic your life is ,its so pathetic. I'm pathetic.
That's reality people, so all this time, you're asked what your opinion is. The truth is, the person doesn't give a damn, he/she just wants to check who are the smarter ones (aka friends) to have the same opinion as them. I decided that the only way i could voice out my thoughts is through this little black box here. The place where i hang all my dirty clothes. MY sanctuary...
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anybody know what post secret is? well now, there's an online one , its called dropped the bomb and its real awesome coz when you tell anyone a secret big or small, it just feels so uplifting, small post coz i'm busy setting bombs over there
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i really hate starting my post like this(coz it sounds exceptionally childish) either way, today(oh god it sounds stupid already) i did 2 things i want to take back but can't.
its chinese class and as for the usual the cl teacher is absent. and the sub happens to be the discipline mistress (oh God) and then she gives us the worksheet and then was on her own way. Of course me da idiot doesn't understand a word other than my own name didn't do her work.duh. well she returned unexpectedly and caught me writing shit in my foolscap. (oops) so i was all smiles (see I'm so nice!) and then she asks me to let her see my stinking crap, well obviously i was still joking and is like 'no way' and she continued asking for it. Now she is like so getting on my nerves so i gave her my 'don't you freaking dare' (lol) stare after all she asks for it (refer) and not breaking eye contact. Well anyway she continued to say gimme the book (hey she's not the discipline mistress for nothing, I'll give her that) so i got real annoyed and just gave it to her.
Most ironically, what's inside the book was about teachers... >< hah! O+O
well anyway after that she said something about knowing when is the right time to do something
and obviously me being the wise crack i am i rebutted her (she doesn't respect my privacy , I'm not gonna respect her) and thank YOU GOD, i stopped my yapping after a few lines and in my head i decided something, '' you , stupid mouth , don't ever do something like this again!" and what do you know, it happened after only 30 minutes. 0-0 well you see Mrs lee was being dead set on everybody handing in their work yesterday, and i didn't know how to do it so well everyone's still on it after school , i sneaked off (oh yeah! that i don't regret) why?
coz i handed it in filled with crap and that Mrs lee being Mrs lee rejected it because of ,
1) no date (wtheck?!)
2)no exercise no. (-_-"")
3) no statement (....)
4) no make statement (what is that?!)
so in total she made me MARCH across the classroom for like, 4 times and dude i hate exercising so i just left after the 4th rejection (lol i confessed to her for 4 times jk)
well you know it, the very next day she started screaming at almost everyone (like she does everyday *rolls my eyes*) and i don't know what got to me but maybe its the way she treats my classmates she started asking me why did i leave early , i said i didn't know how to do the questions(btw i handed the hw to her today)
mslee- what don't know how to do, i told you to write your statements?
me- mam'n i ALREADY WROTE MY STATEMENTS
mslee-no you didn't
(now this ladies and gentlemen , this is the part i can't believe i did it)
i walked to the rubbish bin where i threw my former hw which is crushed at that time and took it out, un-crushed it and strides over to her and push it into her hands
me-this is the paper i wrote MY STATEMENTS already
mslee- this...this isn't the paper..
me-yes it is i threw it into the rubbish bin
melee- well you didn't write your make statement
me-i didn't know what it is
so she called Raheja to teach me (thank you Raheja alot! ^^)
well she ignored me when i gave my edited hw to her.
Siti was like 'oh my god i can't believe you did that i taught you were going to throw it into her face'
and she hi-fived me , Erra and Colin was also really impressed
HOWEVER, although it feels cool hearing people being impressed i hereby swear i won't do it again, like ever. Its just too taxing to hear those comments, i guess this just made me uncool (^^ well that's more like me)
oops i supposed i rambled on too much, hope i didn't bore the lights out of you
btw i don't have my period so its not PMS
Labels: impulse feelings
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here's something i realized, i have a twisted personality and it's twisted because i have one particular personality that i use specifically for one person and another for another person.
for example,
1) Christine tan being the eternal masochistic that she is, a sadistic personality is the way to be friends with her and (most epic of all,) keep her from changing friends (she likes a harem that one)
2) Jing shan being the (now ex) fan girl, i keep up with this one with fresh information and act like a fan girl too
3) Jia Hui being the ethereal stonist (that's not a word by the way) i have to keep the conversation going by being the hyperactive bo liao childish person ( i enjoy playing this one a lot ^^)
4) Siti from former cca , with her 'open' relationship with (uh) RA stuff , believes that i'm a total innocent ^^ which is though I'm kinda sad to say is impossible. Due to the masochist above, my mind is like, totally corrupted (you up there! ya you it's all because of you and let's all sing 'because of you' now) and those blushing books out there. and here.
well anyway examples can be given for everyone i know but, those up there are my more obvious persona. oh by the way I'm sticking to all of them
oh yes here's something stupid, my caveman of a cousin finally FINALLY joined the civilization and joined Facebook. i was all 'it's about time, dude' and then i asked about his name, and when he told me, let's just say my reaction was to say the least, mean. He put his name as OWEN LEE , Owen ?!!! what the heck , and that made me decide 'I'm not adding him, no freaking way'. The reason behind the name made me freak me even more, coz he chose the name from a pathetic drama soap's male lead...! why does he love those obviously for romantics romance plots , i don't know but seriously, Owen lee? By the way, I'm not insulting your name if your name is Owen or whatever, and then when he joined pet society (man he's slow) i got the shock of my life, the furniture , choices, clothes and most importantly the money made me go crazy.
i actually added him just to see them for myself!
well anyway something random
see yas
Labels: mai pretty masks
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silence is golden,and everyone loves heryet it disillusions you intoa world of mirrors.Nobody likes to hear other people's opinion, to us flawed humans, all we want to know is about us and i can tell you something. Only those who are truly enlightened and morally guilty of lying would disagree. Nobody likes the ugly Truth they want the beautiful pictures painted by a ready-to-please mask. So to those who prefer those white lies as you will call them please kindly ignore this and click on the x over there.
Let's be truthful shall we? The best ways to have friends is to agree with them, all the time, coz everyone thinks of the idiom,''birds of a feather" flock together. Besides, whenever you want to voice out your words, you'll be hushed up by your so called friends. In this world of reality, its all is about the competition, everyone out there is trying to compete with one another. You're talking about 6-7 people trying to shine and let others be awed and impressed.Most importantly , you want them to be jealous. Sure you can lie to yourself , you are a nice person, you don't do that , you always think about others (Christine I'm not talking about you) But YOU SURE AS HELL DID IT AT LEAST ONCE IN A FUCKING LIFE TIME. what are you, the saint? Haven't you wished that 'oh god can she just stop complaining about her life, coz mine's worst' to yourself. See, you even want to compete with people about how idiotic your life is ,its so pathetic. I'm pathetic.
That's reality people, so all this time, you're asked what your opinion is. The truth is, the person doesn't give a damn, he/she just wants to check who are the smarter ones (aka friends) to have the same opinion as them. I decided that the only way i could voice out my thoughts is through this little black box here. The place where i hang all my dirty clothes. MY sanctuary...
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anybody know what post secret is? well now, there's an online one , its called dropped the bomb and its real awesome coz when you tell anyone a secret big or small, it just feels so uplifting, small post coz i'm busy setting bombs over there
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i really hate starting my post like this(coz it sounds exceptionally childish) either way, today(oh god it sounds stupid already) i did 2 things i want to take back but can't.
its chinese class and as for the usual the cl teacher is absent. and the sub happens to be the discipline mistress (oh God) and then she gives us the worksheet and then was on her own way. Of course me da idiot doesn't understand a word other than my own name didn't do her work.duh. well she returned unexpectedly and caught me writing shit in my foolscap. (oops) so i was all smiles (see I'm so nice!) and then she asks me to let her see my stinking crap, well obviously i was still joking and is like 'no way' and she continued asking for it. Now she is like so getting on my nerves so i gave her my 'don't you freaking dare' (lol) stare after all she asks for it (refer) and not breaking eye contact. Well anyway she continued to say gimme the book (hey she's not the discipline mistress for nothing, I'll give her that) so i got real annoyed and just gave it to her.
Most ironically, what's inside the book was about teachers... >< hah! O+O
well anyway after that she said something about knowing when is the right time to do something
and obviously me being the wise crack i am i rebutted her (she doesn't respect my privacy , I'm not gonna respect her) and thank YOU GOD, i stopped my yapping after a few lines and in my head i decided something, '' you , stupid mouth , don't ever do something like this again!" and what do you know, it happened after only 30 minutes. 0-0 well you see Mrs lee was being dead set on everybody handing in their work yesterday, and i didn't know how to do it so well everyone's still on it after school , i sneaked off (oh yeah! that i don't regret) why?
coz i handed it in filled with crap and that Mrs lee being Mrs lee rejected it because of ,
1) no date (wtheck?!)
2)no exercise no. (-_-"")
3) no statement (....)
4) no make statement (what is that?!)
so in total she made me MARCH across the classroom for like, 4 times and dude i hate exercising so i just left after the 4th rejection (lol i confessed to her for 4 times jk)
well you know it, the very next day she started screaming at almost everyone (like she does everyday *rolls my eyes*) and i don't know what got to me but maybe its the way she treats my classmates she started asking me why did i leave early , i said i didn't know how to do the questions(btw i handed the hw to her today)
mslee- what don't know how to do, i told you to write your statements?
me- mam'n i ALREADY WROTE MY STATEMENTS
mslee-no you didn't
(now this ladies and gentlemen , this is the part i can't believe i did it)
i walked to the rubbish bin where i threw my former hw which is crushed at that time and took it out, un-crushed it and strides over to her and push it into her hands
me-this is the paper i wrote MY STATEMENTS already
mslee- this...this isn't the paper..
me-yes it is i threw it into the rubbish bin
melee- well you didn't write your make statement
me-i didn't know what it is
so she called Raheja to teach me (thank you Raheja alot! ^^)
well she ignored me when i gave my edited hw to her.
Siti was like 'oh my god i can't believe you did that i taught you were going to throw it into her face'
and she hi-fived me , Erra and Colin was also really impressed
HOWEVER, although it feels cool hearing people being impressed i hereby swear i won't do it again, like ever. Its just too taxing to hear those comments, i guess this just made me uncool (^^ well that's more like me)
oops i supposed i rambled on too much, hope i didn't bore the lights out of you
btw i don't have my period so its not PMS
Labels: impulse feelings
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here's something i realized, i have a twisted personality and it's twisted because i have one particular personality that i use specifically for one person and another for another person.
for example,
1) Christine tan being the eternal masochistic that she is, a sadistic personality is the way to be friends with her and (most epic of all,) keep her from changing friends (she likes a harem that one)
2) Jing shan being the (now ex) fan girl, i keep up with this one with fresh information and act like a fan girl too
3) Jia Hui being the ethereal stonist (that's not a word by the way) i have to keep the conversation going by being the hyperactive bo liao childish person ( i enjoy playing this one a lot ^^)
4) Siti from former cca , with her 'open' relationship with (uh) RA stuff , believes that i'm a total innocent ^^ which is though I'm kinda sad to say is impossible. Due to the masochist above, my mind is like, totally corrupted (you up there! ya you it's all because of you and let's all sing 'because of you' now) and those blushing books out there. and here.
well anyway examples can be given for everyone i know but, those up there are my more obvious persona. oh by the way I'm sticking to all of them
oh yes here's something stupid, my caveman of a cousin finally FINALLY joined the civilization and joined Facebook. i was all 'it's about time, dude' and then i asked about his name, and when he told me, let's just say my reaction was to say the least, mean. He put his name as OWEN LEE , Owen ?!!! what the heck , and that made me decide 'I'm not adding him, no freaking way'. The reason behind the name made me freak me even more, coz he chose the name from a pathetic drama soap's male lead...! why does he love those obviously for romantics romance plots , i don't know but seriously, Owen lee? By the way, I'm not insulting your name if your name is Owen or whatever, and then when he joined pet society (man he's slow) i got the shock of my life, the furniture , choices, clothes and most importantly the money made me go crazy.
i actually added him just to see them for myself!
well anyway something random
see yas
Labels: mai pretty masks
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